I was invited by an internet friend of mine, Denden (Twitter @dieciaem), to illustrate something for her Supergiant Games charity zine, "We All Come Home." I was so happy and honored to have been asked to illustrate something for the zine and Denden could not have come at a better time. I was asked over the summer so I focused on summer-like events which...
After having the privilege again to watch another live concert, I couldn't help but illustrating something else! One of my good friends here in Japan is working towards her dream to become a singer abroad in the states. She's working on making English songs besides her Japanese songs. Her group is called TOKYO POST IT and they are working on their first album! I...
A few weeks back I had the privlege of watching FEMM live!! They are a Japanese artist duo who have recently become pretty popular in the states! I was so inspired after the concert I decided to illustrated something while listening to one of their songs. I hope they can become even bigger as a group!! ❤ Love, Mana ❤ ...
An illustration I did when spring was just beginning! I'm very proud of this illustration. I want to keep practicing coloring with a limited color palette! ...
It's been a couple weeks since my last blog post slash illustration. The reason being I recently moved to Tokyo!! Moving was a very exciting experience for me and it taught me a lot (and still is!). My life in Ibaraki was a time I will treasure forever. Now I'm starting a new season of my life. I spent a while debating whether...
It's never to late to reflect on some favorite things from the month before!! Here are some things that I really loved from February: 1. Agete white small purse from SPRiNG Magazine's February magazine. I really like the bags that come in Japanese magazines. The bonus presents are called Omake !! Sometimes the bags come with not so god quality things, but sometimes (with the...
I arrived in Ibaraki Prefecture, Japan, late August of 2015 as a new ALT (assistant language teacher). While I was happy and grateful to receive the chance to move somewhere in Japan, my heart was in Tokyo, and I knew I would be looking for jobs to move there the following year. So from the very beginning, I knew I couldn't get too comfortable and fill my new apartment with more than what was necessary.
Now, with only 3 weeks until the end of my contract and the start of my new teaching job in Tokyo (YES!!!!!), I've started to reflect on what I've learned from living here in a new prefecture on my own. I stared at my apartment and thought back to when my company greeted me on my arrival to Ibaraki.
I don't blame them for asking me if what I brought with me was all I had. They thought I must have sent the rest of my things in packages from the states just like the other ALT's. I got to my apartment, got some necessary items, and the number of things hasn't increased since then. If my friends and family saw my apartment now they would also be confused. "You sleep on the floor?" "No pantry?" "No desk? Chairs? Lamps? Side tables? Sofas?" "Is that all you have?"
Majority of my life was spent in a big house with lots of things, big kitchens, multiple rooms and all that jazz. One would think I would be bothered by the lack of things I was used to having. Or be upset with the fact that I would have to live this way due to my current job being temporary. Instead I learned an amazing thing about myself while living in this apartment -- while living in a place society may believe has "nothing."
I live with what brings me JOY.
For those who don't know, there are cultural differences between Japan's lifestyle and other countries'. (i.e sleeping with a futon on the floor, no drying machines, no dishwashers, no pantries full of food, no central heating systems, taking off shoes inside etc.) However the point I want to make is not the cultural difference, but that wherever I live, I could still feel the need or make the choice to fill my apartment with a four poster bed, a desk, a sofa, a standing lamp, a shelf full of stuff, etc. The list could literally go on. The question I would ask myself is,
"will these things I could have, bring me JOY?"
Here are some things I have which already bring me joy and pleasure:
(These are just some of the physical things. There is also the very real support of my friends and loved ones who bring me joy every day.)
Some of these items seem very simple and obvious. I used to think I didn't have many things back when I was in the states and would always want MORE. I'm happy to say I don't feel that anymore. I go over to my friend's places and instead of being jealous of how much they have, I enjoy their space and company AND I go back home knowing I live in a place I ALSO enjoy.
I am not judging those who do live with many things! I don't think everyone should live the same way I do. That would be a very boring world, wouldn't it? What brings me joy might not bring you the same joy.
And don't get me wrong, would it be nice to have a desk right now? Hell yeah. I would also LOVE to see my books and items neatly organized in a birch wood shelf. I also know I have lived for 7 months (and will continue to) without these things, and that's the awesome part. Knowing what I already have is really all I need to bring me joy, gives me so much relief and freedom. I don't question or judge my lifestyle, it just is.
I would like to rephrase my answer towards my boss, and to anyone who asked "Is this all you have?" to:
"This is all I need."
What brings YOU joy?
❤ With love, Mana ❤